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Hmm where to start. Lets start at when i found out i had Fibromyalgia. I was working at a bank part time and it got to the point i could no longer bend my own fingers. I had went to the dr's and they couldn't tell me what was wrong. I finally got upset with the dr's here in my home town so i went to see a different dr. And low and beolhs he told me i had Fibromylaigia in my hands. That was in 2001. That's when my life took a turn. I could no longer work the job i had cuz my hands couldn't handle it and on top of that i was only sleeping 2 hrs a night. After i had left my job my husband couldn't handle what i had. He would avoid being with me. And at the time there was this woman that everytime she called he went running to her. One day he said to me out of the blue i didn't trust him. That's when i knew something was going on. Needless to say, he said he wanted a divorce. We talk once in a blue moon, but he has been a friend to me more now then we had been since the day we got married 15yrs ago. Then I met this very loving man from online. YES! online. We have been living together for the last 4yrs. Then his daughter came to live with us. She was with us for 6 months. The girl had all kinds of mental problems. Then one day after her dad went to work she started to pick a fight with me. So to avoid it i went to my parents house and came home and hour later. I thought she was sleeping cuz she hadn't been feeling very well the last few days. But something came over me telling me to go check up on her and i found her hanging in her closet door. I had to cut her down and lay her cold body on mine. Now that's all i see is her hanging and i see it everywhere. I blame myself for leaving and not staying there. I have applied for ssi. Which i have been fighting for the last 2yrs. They had me see their therapist and he said i was bipolar and i had ptsd (post tramdict stress disorder). Now my case is sitting wiating for the judge to make up his mind. Now with all this I have been living with NOTHING. If it wasn't for my boyfriend i would have lost my house already. My depression has gotten worse and now I'm taking more meds to try a slow down my mind cuz all it does in run a hundred miles aday. I just need the judge to give me the ssi or not. If hee say's no i don't know what kind of job i'll be able to do being tried 24/7 and wores down and with all the pain that fibromyalgia brings. Story goes here...



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