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No insurance and depression killed my daughter |
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On Nov. 10, 2007, my beautiful 21 year old daughter walked right past my chair at the computer, and went outside in my backyard and shot herself in the head. She died instantly. She left me, her disabled Mother, to raise her 4 year old autistic son alone.
(She had had some problems with mild depression before in her life, but I took her to get medication and it helped.)
She had been sick for over 2 months with some mysterious ailment with her stomach. I had taken her to 3 ER's and her regular Dr. They found nothing physically wrong with her.
She lost nearly 40 lbs in those 2 months. She couldn't hold anything down, and went from a beautiful girl with lively "full of life" eyes, to someone who looked like the walking dead.
She also had broken up with a boyfriend, who was the devil in disguise. He turned her against her family, by telling her how "evil" we were, cause we wanted to help her. When he left, 2 weeks later, she started getting sick.
She became not only physically sick all the time, but mentally and emotionally depressed and if she wasn't in the bed, she was just out of it throwing up.
I tried my best to get her an appt with the local mental health center. There was a 3 month wait. She tried to jump on me, and told the police that she needed help.
They took her to the ER, who released her, even though she told them she was going to hurt herself!! All because she had no insurance.
In Nov, I thought she had went back to the bathroom for a long soak in the tub. I wish I had went to check on her. I will be forever haunted
because I didn't.
I went to take my shower, and she wasn't in the bathroom. So I assumed that she had silently passed back by my chair and went back to bed (we had the TV on playing music, and also the baby playing in his room, making noise).
I looked out the window, and saw my daughter's legs. She didn't move, she couldn't. I was looking at her cold, white, lifeless, bloody body laying on the ground |
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HeartBrokenMoma |
8 months, 2 Weeks, 1 day, 10 minutes ago |
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