an abused childs story part 2

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i wound up living on the streets for 2 years.i was with the single dad and his 2 sons.the dad finally got a trailer.we had no plumbing,no heat,no water,and barely any food.the guy i had left stalked me and threatened to kill me for 6 years.i wound up getting with one of the sons and i got on state and got an apt.i found out this new guy was a player and a druggie,he got caught selling drugs and went to jail.i wound up getting involved with another guy i met a long time before.he was nice but as i found out he was way older than me and had issues with that,he turned out to have a thing for women.i stuck with him for 10 years and finally could not take it when he had sex with my sisters bi girlfrien and tried to have it with my mom and other sister.and his nephews girlfriend.i wound up staying with another friend of mine after i got the divorce i wound up getting married again.this guy was possessive and mentally abusive,i could not talk on the phone unless he was right there.i could not go to the carni across the street with my sis and niece.i was on a very tight leash.he passed away 6 years ago.within a weeks time of his death i was diagnosed with cancer,2 weeks later i lost my finger and my job.i have alot of health problems because of the torture and abuse i have suffered with since 2.i cannot work now and ssi has denied me twice and now i am waiting for a decision.i face christmas with no food,no heat and possibly no apt.i have applied eveywhere to get help and have come up empty.it would take 800.00 to save my apt and i cannot even get that.so all my life i have been abused in every way possible and now i am 48 and am still abused by life.my online was a gift last year so i will lose that to soon.so my life started out hard and it has not changed.i was born into pain and misery and i have lived that way and i will die that way.who would have thought that 800.00 would mean the difference between life and death for me.nakia1121@comcast.net

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