Finally a light at the end of the tunnel

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I am scedualed to have my implants ut in the 1st of november and then all that will be left is the nipple reconstruction, i want to thank every one out there that helped me feel less alone and if my struggle can help anyone else relise that youa re not alone and there are more an more of us out her that are young for double mesteftomy and full radical hystarectomy in less than a year on top of all that the lonleyness and wondering if i will ever feel like me again i wonder if i am even still a women as i have no uturs and no breast sometimes i wonder what is next and when this feeling will ever go away and is there any others that need to talk as i am always here and will talk and tell you what i have been trough and that we will make it through this togather that way no one is alone at all so what ever youo need to know about the constant fratiqe the pain the dreading going to the doctor learning that you are scared of having sex as you dont feel like a woman any more but knowing that your husband finds you just as sexy and want to touch you including your scars and says they are sexy becouse they mean that you are still here and that no matter what the breast and uterus dont make you who you are but he doesnt understand that is how you feel and that is hard to over come but he is the best support in the world they (husbands-men) dont know what we are going through and no matter how much they try (i love him for that) i still see only the scars and it makes me so mad as i was the most confident women w/5 kids and owning my own bus. now i feel like i am not a complete women and that i might loose him due to the fact that i am scared i am not a woman any more my brain says yes i am but my self esteem is very low BUT I AM STILL HERE that is what keeps me trying to find and get help an help when i can this makes it so much easier knowing all of you are out there and that you do understand what it is like or at least listining to me when i feel down thank you all

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breast-cancer, Woman, ratical-mastectomy, complete-historectomy

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1 Year, 3 months, 3 Weeks, 1 day, 1 hour, 18 minutes ago

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